Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Have I ever mentioned...

I hate religion?

"God's Love"

Striking at mental apparitions
Like a drunk on a vacant street
Silently beset by the hands of time
Indelicate in its fury
An aberrant crack as skeletons yield
To unrelenting gravity
While viruses prowl for helpless victims
Who succumb rapidly

(Tell me!) Tell me; where is the love?
In a careless creation
When there’s no “above”
There’s no justice
Just a cause and a cure
And a bounty of suffering
It seems we all endure
And what I’m frightened of
Is that they call it “God’s love”

Twisted torment, make-believe
There’s a truth and we all submit
“Believe my eyes,” my brain complies
To all that they interpret


I know there’s no reason for alarm
But who needs perspective when it comes to pain and harm
We can change our minds; there’s a better prize

But first you’ve got to…

They call it God’s love
My pain is God’s love
If I haven't, I'm mentioning it now.
My parents are religious...and that bugs me.
If I want to believe in nothing, the let me. I don't want to be associated with hypocrites, with unaccepting jerks and wtih people who would hate their own daughters if they happened to be lesbians. I can't do it.

Monday, August 21, 2006

Well so much for that

I didnt do the diet, and I *actually* quit smoking 2 days ago. ...Yeah. We'll see how that goes.
Im movin gto bc in three days!! Anal bum cover!

Im really just logging into blogger so that my other blog doesn't dissapear on me.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Day 1

I started a diet today. According to my website, in order to reach my weight goal, I'll be done February 7th 2007...LOL...oh my. But that's not *that* long. One semester of eating healthy. The diet doesn't even really include exercising...although I'm fairly certain I'll be doing that anyway in Victoria. So I think I'll have reached my weight goal before February next year. ...Since Victoria's winters are nice. And I dont mind running or walking in the rain. I also quit smoking today. ...So no eating and no smoking...............................................and I've decided to limit my drinking..........................................................................who drops ALL THREE THINGS AT THE SAME TIME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! And I'm quitting smoking cold turkey. ...I don't think I'm that addicted to it though. But I'm sure I'll be able to tell about that come tomorrow at work.
So I'll keep this blog updated on the whole weight loss/no smoking/limited drinking ordeal.
I did get a new blog for politics, and such, click here to see it. It's pretty good I think.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006


more days until I move to bc

SHIT excited.
meand the boy broke up, and I dont really care because he's being an immature assfuck about why should I even bother?
So now I don't do anyhting at night except watch the comedy network...The dialy show, Colbert Report, Simpsons, South Park and King of the Hill. All I'm missing is family guy! Luckily I have the dvds for that! :D BWA who needs boys? Not I. I hane't been outside in about 48 mom says Im starting to look pale. I actually think that's really funny. heh.

that is all <3 who is boring??? KIAN! woot.

Saturday, July 15, 2006


Each letter of the alaphabet has a different word for me.

A is for atheist
B is for bitchy
C is for comely
D is for draconian
E is for environmentlist
F is for feminist
G is for garrulous
H is for holistic
I is for insensitive
J is for judgemental
K is for knowledge
L is for liberal
M is for modest
N is for nonconformist
O is for overt
P is for preceptive
Q is for queer
R is for restless
S is for socialite
T is for tolerant
U is for unceremonious
V is for vegitarian
W is for wandering
X is for x-romantic
Y is for yielding
Z is for zufrieden

Thursday, June 29, 2006


so today i am spending the day at my brother's house watching 2 of his girlfriends 3 kids. ...they're good kids and steve says I'll be able to sleep for the majority of the day...except for when Bobby - the socialite cat - decides that he wants to jump up onto me and get a few pets. I like Steve...he's pretty good at being nice to people that he likes. Fortunatly for me that list includes me, and Leslie his girlfriend...that's about where it ends. But he does lots for me... and doesn't mind taking a few minutes here and there to help me with computer shit or whatever. Its good stuff.

He has also made an interesting point about my parents and me owing them money...that they're not the repo people and that I'm going to BC anyway....therefore...I shouldn't pay them back and I should just keep saving my moolah. ...Interesting idea I'd say.

I think im gonna pitch the idea to the ice cream company to fire up a website. they don't have one, and for some reason that really pisses me off. So, I might get on top of that today... after i do some homework and throw up the copious amounts of apple juice that i drank this morning. yuck.


Sunday, June 25, 2006


Kian and Metroid do does British Columbia.

I have no thoughts on this.
Well I do.
I just, don't know how them.
Well I do.
I think... I guess I kind of expected to go alone on one hand.
But ... thought for a while that I wasn't.

King Kong...

So I finally watched mom and I, and I cried my eyes out! Not at the end -which is when every one else supposedly cried, but when all the dinosaurs died :(
I love dinosaurs. *sigh* Oh well.

I worked a lot this weekend. And babysat! which was no fun...well, it sort of was. the kids are really good. I'm chillin' with them thursday too. It's all good.

ummm yeah, i think that's all I got.

I dont like the movie king kong.